Archive for July, 2001
I Want To Be Pampered
Even the strongest person, will, at some point, need someone to harbor over them like a twisted aunt. Perhaps because of sickness, or a hard day, or something. It is nice to occasionally have someone rub your back, fix a meal, and snuggle and watch a movie with… all while you sit and veggitate.
And it’s [...]
I Feel Pretty
Someone reading this just scoffed. What an egotist! How vain!
As children we are bombarded with conflicting messages. One is, “You are special. You are unique and beautiful.” Another is, “Don’t be vain. Never say you are beautiful. Never believe that you are beautiful.”
With conflicting messages, one concept must be rejected. Which did you reject?
I rejected [...]
The Uncouth Guide To Merging
I admire their ability and wish I could be as good as the rest of society. I have taken it upon myself to make another installment to Uncouth’s driving guide (see The Uncouth Guide to SUV’s) to help those of use who wish to be better driver’s… like the average person.
Remember, this is a race. [...]
Age Defying
DUM DUM DUM…
Yes, I am going to cross into some of the forbidden territory! I am going to talk about horrible, terrible things! I am going to talk about something that is denied, fought, and never talked about…
AGE!
So what?!
I sat there and watched this add and thought, “so what?” People age. It happens. I know [...]
Did You Ever Know… That You’re My Hero?
When someone is a good person, or a wonderful talent at something, or can speak their mind very well, or whatever it is, there will probably always be people who will, in a sense, worship that person. In their mind, that person is perfect, infallible, and an examples to “the rest of us.” And this [...]
Friends And More
One true love,
is all they search for.
So lost in finding romance
they’ve lost themselves…
Or, sadly, just never searched.
I am lonely,
but not alone.
I often dream of snuggling,
the smell of hair, and the touch of skin.
I crave a mind
With whom I can share,
teach,
and learn.
But, my life,
it does not revolve around this.
I have beliefs, values … goals.
In essence, my [...]
Measly Observations
I’m just going to try and sort through my thoughts, since I cannot seem to do that and get something written.
People keep telling me that they love my writing. That it has life, and feeling, and spirit. I really don’t understand this.. but then again, I only see what can be better in my writing, [...]
Do You Want To Die?
It is also the perfect title for this rant because fear of death is the most popular fear of the living. However, do we actually analyze why we fear death and the measures we go to avoid this. People use this fear to rationalize why they do and believe certain things.
Take purchasing SUVs for example. [...]
Personals
Me ogre, big and bad… all alone, me very sad.
Location: Huntington Beach, CA
Radius: 20 miles
Seeking: Woman.
Height: 6′5″
Weight: 230 lbs
Sex: Male
Smoke: No.
Drugs: No.
Drink: No.
Sign: Libra
Religion: Sigh. Atheist.
About myself: I’d rather you just read the website, that is kind of what it is there for. However, I suppose, I must say this. I have a strong opinion [...]
I Was Struck By Lightning…
Anyways.
This is the end of “Government Paranoia Week.” I hope you have enjoyed our first themed week, and I hope you have learned a little more about yourself, your government, and/or your expectations.
I know this is much more of a commentary, but it is important. In my beginning rant, I said a couple of things [...]



